i've been wanting to do this for a long time, but i've never found the courage to do so. i hope doing this will help me face the passing of my grandmother - something i haven't come to terms with yet. when we slowly start making someone our whole universe, we make the mistake of ignoring the fact that they won't be around forever. we want to show them the world, our crazy world filled with imaginary friends, and introduce them to every tiny detail of said world. we want to make them happy by doing things they like. we want to make them proud at all times.
what we don't realise is that no matter what we do or how we turn out, we will always bring a smile to their face. they will be proud of us regardless. they will love us unconditionally.
i hope wherever you are, smiling down upon us, you rest in peace.